PHILLY DROPPED A DIME Kindle Edition

SYNOPSISHermecia Henderson grows up in North Philadelphia caught between two worlds: the chaos inside her home and the cruelty outside of it. As the middle child of a fractured family, she is often unseen, overshadowed by siblings who command more attention and cousins who seem to shine brighter. Her mother’s love is inconsistent, bruised by her own battles with Hermecia’s father, whose temper turns the family home into a revolving storm of violence, fear, and sudden disappearances.School offers no refuge. From elementary to high school, Hermecia is relentlessly bullied—mocked for her weight, her religion, her absence on holy days, and her attempts to find connection. When Saheed, the one boy who ever protected her, is removed from school, the torment intensifies until she breaks. Inspired by Above the Rim, she secretly learns to hide a razor blade in her mouth, unleashing a side of herself that leaves her bullies terrified—and leaves her drowning in silence.At home, her younger siblings become her anchors, especially her baby brother Syhir, whose birth brings a rare light into her life. But her slipping grades force her into another summer of school, a cycle her mother can no longer afford. When Pop Pop steps in after yet another violent school incident, Hermecia finally gathers the courage to ask for a different path: the American School of Correspondence, an at-home lifeline that promises safety, control, and a clean slate.With settlement money from a childhood car accident, Hermecia begins her journey toward reclaiming her education—and her identity.But Hermecia’s most unexpected transformation begins online, in an AOL chatroom, where she meets “Carlito.” After months of late-night calls and emotional closeness, Carlito reveals a truth that shakes Hermecia’s world: he is actually Carly—a girl terrified of losing her.Instead of running, Hermecia leans in.Their connection becomes an awakening. Carly sees her—really sees her—in ways no one else ever has. For the first time, Hermecia feels desired, valued, and understood. But their bond also tests her boundaries, her secrecy, and her sense of self. As she spends weekends with Carly, explores new confidence in the mirror, and pushes back against the roles she once played at home, Hermecia begins discovering pieces of herself she never knew existed.Surrounded by family tension, buried trauma, and the pressure of secrecy, Hermecia stands at the threshold of becoming. Her journey is raw, unfiltered, and painful—but through it all, she learns that survival is only the beginning.This is a story of self-discovery, forbidden connection, spiritual identity, family wounds, and the fight to reclaim a voice that was silenced for far too long.Hermecia isn’t just searching for protection anymore.She’s searching for herself. Read more